sometime, somewhere

i am now, how do we say that, in the cusp of falling in and out of love. yeah, very shortlived. the explanation was simple, the other party is not yet ready for the situation. understandably, for a 3rd year nursing college student.

simple explanation but harder still was my acceptance. it was like, should i persist or resist. the person wants friendship for the awkwardness of the moment is just too much.

and i am willing to give that, all of that and more. to nurture the relationship. be it for platonic or romantic relationship, then so be it.

but who am i to decide on what happens and what doesn't...

this is the tune that floats in my mind for days now.
i do pray that i can bear the loss of something that hasn't been there at all...not yet anyway.

sometime, somewhere
by regine velasquez
composed by ryan cayabyab

we speak but the words we say mean nothing
we smile but the smiles we give are wanting
we look upon each other's eyes
no spark, no glow, no real signs
but we both know this is all for show

until that... sometime, somewhere
we could show the world we have each other
sometime, somewhere
we need not hide our feelings,
we just keep on believing
that we both have the time together
sometime and somewhere

somewhere, our lips would be free at last
to say the words we've hungered to say
and we won't have to worry
we smile we won't say sorry
one look and we have cast our fears aside

sometime, that sometime
will turn to forever, for all time
somewhere, our somewhere would not just be one place
but everywhere

until that sometime, somewhere
we just have to be content with stealing glances
somehow, content with saying nothing
smiles that are always wanting
though deep inside it hurts because we know

that our love, like love,
it's what it is
it's what we've got
our love, like love will have to wait
until that sometime, somewhere